oh shit yesterday was my nieces birthday

[Dreamademon]

and I didn't call her to wish her happy bday...

[eminem4569]

Sorry guys I just haven't been into it lately. After one of the best days I had in a long time on Saturday; my girl and I split yesterday. It's been hard to deal with. This is my way of sort of coping.

I loved to love you/
I loved that you said you love me too/
Now I feel like a fool/
I keep telling myself I am going to be cool/
I loved to get on the phone and call/
Now I have no ones picture to put on my wall/
I loved to hear your voice/
Now there seems to be less noise/
I loved that you wanted to hear mine/
Now we seem to be past that time/
I loved spending time with you/
It didn't matter what we would do/
I loved it when you touched my body/
I remember when I was scared you touched mine first casually/
Now I don't have anyone to comfort me/
I loved sacrificing for you/
I loved breaking my back for you/
Now it seems like I really have/
Now I only seem like half/
I loved thinking about you/
I loved your smile
You loved me for a while/
Now that’s over/
And the world feels so much colder/

[Dreamademon]

I'm sorry to hear that em, if you need someone to talk to im always willing to listen/read.

[eminem4569]

Thank you Dream.

The girl knows of this site and it prob wouldn't be fair to go into to much detail knowing she will read it. I don't want to make this any harder on her, since she is trying to make it easy on me. I had to put that poem up though, it was therapuetic to write and I needed to share; as selfish as that might be.

[eminem4569]

I loved you…/
It wasn’t the most passionate but it was there/
I can’t say that since I lost you I haven’t cared/
I loved you…/
It was teeny puppy love but it was real/
Though neither of us can help how we feel/
I loved you…/
But now that we aren’t dating I have 1 less distraction/
The wheels of my life have more traction/
I loved you…/
I cried for you/
Breaking up was hard to do/
I loved you…/
It wasn’t serious but it was still a relationship/
Afterwards I felt like shit/
I loved you…/
I think I am feeling better now/
I have worked most things out/
I loved you…/
I had some tears, wet and wetter/
Yeah the wetter the better/
I loved you…/
The wetter the tears were the more therapeutic/
Crying, shoulders, vomiting and you helped me through it/
I loved you… I think, maybe/
You took less than 24 hours to get over, how could it be/
Yet I still want to be friends/
Weird how a heart mends/
I liked you… I still like you.

[ISUsycamore81]

I second what dream said, Em. I'm there if you need someone to vent to. You can always PM me if you want or I'm on AIM with the same sn as I have here. I'm really sorry man.

[Darkness876]

Im sorry to hear that bro. Just like all these guys im here if you wanna vent. Just dont worry about it Mike, your a good guy and theres TONS of girls out there. I think the best way to get over a girl is to realize that.

Great poem by the way, you got some serious talent. Poems are great ways to get emotions out, that was the only reason i ever started a band. Its nuts how much it helps.

Peace

[eminem4569]

Thanks guys, I appreciate it I do.

I am pretty much over the dark stages, the wounds are still there, just not open and are healing pretty well.

[ISUsycamore81]

No problem man...The offer still stands if you change your mind.

[eminem4569]

Well it's definately appreciated man and I have definately had some good support from many friends and family and it is why I am feeling much better this afternoon than I did last night/this morning.

Darkness876 said:

Great poem by the way, you got some serious talent. Poems are great ways to get emotions out, that was the only reason i ever started a band. Its nuts how much it helps.

Thanks man, poems help me work shit out and are very therapuetic.

[ISUsycamore81]

Yeah man, I always loved reading your poems/lyrics. Very powerful stuff.

[eminem4569]

Thank you, I have often been told I have a way with words, whether it's very poetic and beautiful, dark and pessimistic or just funny.

[xjdr2003]

This goes out to one of my best friends, one of the very few people in this world I can trust, this is for you, brother...........


Bonded together by the blood in our veins/
a bond thicker than the mud, in the flood when it rains/
you f*cked with drugs and things/
sometimes you need a hug man, but f*ck/
you're f*ucked up and such, but we're never outta love man/
I put you above things, even though we fight/
and bro, love's strange/
we done been through enough pain/
we're grown men now stepping through the rough terrain/
almost a month ago, a shot busted and rang/
I almost took a trip to Louisville on a bus with my things/
but it wasn't you who got hit, that's the biggest luck in the game/
someone is sending you a message and it's nothing that's strange/
wake up, open your eyes, step out from under the rain/
me comin at cha like this it might be ugly and lame/
but I got love for ya kid and there's sense up in ya brain/
hope you see where I'm comin from and that's nothing to change/
so before I see you on the 1st Street corner like spaghetti made/
with blood gushing out and guts where I've got on my deadly face/
instead of goin after the bustas whose slugs had a steady day/
I want you in my corner and there on my wedding day

[WarrenPeace]

I just told someone I'd promote their board here. but i'm not sure if i should make another thread or just post it somewhere...... hmmmm..... maybe i'll do both. anyway, here it is:

horrorhollow.proboards34.com/

its another horror movie board. and I'm sure zombie might be interested in it.

[Jason]

Dreamademon said:

and I didn't call her to wish her happy bday...

oops!